So I've come to the conclusion that perhaps I have slight anxiety issues. I never ever would have thought that I could have an issue like this, but I might. I haven't really talked it over with a doctor yet. But I'm seeing all of the stresses I have in my life (mostly self-induced) and all of the silly things I get nervous about....and I'm thinking, "gosh, do I need to get rid of this ridiculous stuff". And I do!
Because of some weird health concerns I've been having, it's really made me look at the lifestyle I've been living. Not eating good enough (I do okay, but need to do SO much better), not spending my time perhaps how I should, not reading my scriptures on a daily basis, not spending more quality time with my children, etc. That plus our lovely economy and the worries of money while having a full-time student for a husband doesn't really help either. We're not exactly rich...haha. Not even close...hahahhaha. =) (I'm truly laughing while I write that)
Nonetheless, I am very happy with efforts I have been making. Last year I lost 10 pounds. I'm very proud of that. Time to really step it up though. I think this post really comes down to goals that I'm making in my head and on paper. I really want to be a better person in all aspects. I want to do my part in my home, in my ward, in my extended family, in my state, in my country. I love my children and my husband and I want to be the best I can be for them too.
Am I rambling yet?....YES! Anyway, I really just need to de-stress. SO...if/when any of you see me stressing out, remind me. Say, "Brooke dear, is it really that important? If it's not, stop stressing about it". I will be nice in response, I promise. No one can do everything by themselves. I need you my friends!