becoming literate

i'm attempting to become computer literate in many ways. i've been learning html, photoshop and several other tiring aspects of computer-land. i must say it's time consuming and overwhelming. it sure is fun though! i was just thinking...why, oh why, can't i just get paid to be creative and mess around with fun new programs? i know that there's someone out there that gets paid to do just that. so why shouldn't i too? what's the big deal? really? just a couple thou' a day would suffice. honestly, i'd be happy with $0 if i could even just have a day to do that. that would be amazing enough in itself. okay, back to being mommy.